Beauty of life.

Hi. so i thought i blogged today but i didnt so im gonna blog because i feel like it.

and im discovering something i love other than music.

Life is beautiful. Thats why i write about it. And here i'd like to note, the word "beautiful" in my world is not EVER meant to be described the way how someone looks.

You don't look beautiful. You feel beautiful. You are beauty, in you, inside.

If you wanna describe how someone looks, say gorgeous or pretty. not beautiful. in my opinion.

There comes a time in life when something really shakes you down. or changes what you ever believed in. or how safe the world you thought was. Turns out its time to grow up, kar.

D. E. A. T. H.

The first time ever someone left this earth who i knew very well was my great grand mom. in 2008. I was so lost. i didnt know what it meant when someone died.

Until i actually thought about it today.

i'm still not sure about what i think about death, all i know is
1. Im not afraid of it.
2. its not scary.

and its all out. now. i wrote a letter to her. i wanted to know her well. i wanted to cry. i wanted her to know that i loved her.
i hope she does now.

im strong again. wrapped up in a strong soul with a big heart and powered by love.
love you
 - karishma.